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Since my last post here be in wow MAy 30, Well a lot has happened the temp agency was with canned my ass because I wasn't feeling good one day. I've signed up with a different temp agency though them I was working at one place for about 11 weeks before they hired me on full time.
My family is still a little messed up but things are looking up. I plan on moving out by April I'm still saving up the money but's it's great .
Oh and this past week I had hell of a cold, Still went to work.
I hope this year is better then the last one. After all the friends I made working buns to the bone. Hopeful I can have a little more fun this year to a girl can never have to much,
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Devious Journal Entry
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I like a prisoner in my own life, like I have no control. I go work to feed my family.
My mother is overly childish, She wishes know where I'm going, Who with and for what reason. The thing I dislike the most is when I come home from work and she's asks me to grab her smokes or a bottle of pop, or some silly thing that she could get her self, She spans all day on her laptop playing games on facebook, and refuses to talk to people minus lass go out side with her dog, Instead she has my younger brother take it out until I get back from work then it's my job.
My elder brother is a fat, jobless 32, Who dose as little house work as possible and what he does do usually needs to be done again. My brother has been out of school 14 years and has done nothing with his life, He's never gotten a job never talked to a person outside our family, He sit on his computer all night looking up porn while sitting in our living room. He seems to think that everyone should pay his way through this world.
My younger bother 20 is simply put a reckless youth who wishes to reach his goals of becoming Canada's next big name fighter, I do wish him the best but frankly I wish he'd stop being such jack ass to everyone around and start thinking about others once in while. He needs to learn some damn respect, and that you can't simply take something that belongs to someone else just because you asked to use it once a few months back.
My father is a honest hard working person, who has gotten very little out of life. He has to learn how to say NO everything my mother wants she gets. Last week we got a dog, This week a van, We can barely make ends meat, how on earth are we going to afford a damn van being on the road, There is the gas, the issuance and then there is the payments for just simply having the damn thing.
Now me lest see I work 9 hour days depending on if I'm working ya see I work through a temp agency. Most of my money goes to pay for my family, I don't go out very often and today at work by a full-time worker I was asked if I go drinking, I answer no I didn't give a reason for it though but here it is. I can't seem to grow the pair of balls I'm going to need to tell my mother to back the fuck off,
I'm 23, I've been on date in my life the guy was a complete loser & a creep to, I've only ever had sex once with my brother's best friend and I was 18 at the time. I pay for my own shit and without a thought those around me take it I wouldn't mind so much if they fucking asked for it first.
Some day's I just want to cry and give up on everything,
P.S. I'm sorry if anyone of are unhappy with some of the words I said, Fuck this I'm going to bed.
My mother is overly childish, She wishes know where I'm going, Who with and for what reason. The thing I dislike the most is when I come home from work and she's asks me to grab her smokes or a bottle of pop, or some silly thing that she could get her self, She spans all day on her laptop playing games on facebook, and refuses to talk to people minus lass go out side with her dog, Instead she has my younger brother take it out until I get back from work then it's my job.
My elder brother is a fat, jobless 32, Who dose as little house work as possible and what he does do usually needs to be done again. My brother has been out of school 14 years and has done nothing with his life, He's never gotten a job never talked to a person outside our family, He sit on his computer all night looking up porn while sitting in our living room. He seems to think that everyone should pay his way through this world.
My younger bother 20 is simply put a reckless youth who wishes to reach his goals of becoming Canada's next big name fighter, I do wish him the best but frankly I wish he'd stop being such jack ass to everyone around and start thinking about others once in while. He needs to learn some damn respect, and that you can't simply take something that belongs to someone else just because you asked to use it once a few months back.
My father is a honest hard working person, who has gotten very little out of life. He has to learn how to say NO everything my mother wants she gets. Last week we got a dog, This week a van, We can barely make ends meat, how on earth are we going to afford a damn van being on the road, There is the gas, the issuance and then there is the payments for just simply having the damn thing.
Now me lest see I work 9 hour days depending on if I'm working ya see I work through a temp agency. Most of my money goes to pay for my family, I don't go out very often and today at work by a full-time worker I was asked if I go drinking, I answer no I didn't give a reason for it though but here it is. I can't seem to grow the pair of balls I'm going to need to tell my mother to back the fuck off,
I'm 23, I've been on date in my life the guy was a complete loser & a creep to, I've only ever had sex once with my brother's best friend and I was 18 at the time. I pay for my own shit and without a thought those around me take it I wouldn't mind so much if they fucking asked for it first.
Some day's I just want to cry and give up on everything,
P.S. I'm sorry if anyone of are unhappy with some of the words I said, Fuck this I'm going to bed.
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This October
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Since it is the year of the Snake and I was born in the year of the snake that maybe for my birthday I should get a tattoo or something. I've been looking for a design, I know that I want something that looks simple and cute. Though I think this time I'll get my tattoo in blue or green ink well back to my search before another long day at work.
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Working
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Life is looking good for now. I got a temp job working at a factory. I've been working the night shift for the past two weeks. This Monday I'll be starting on the day shift I so hate waking up early, But the good thing is I can now go to the anime club meetings. But the good thing about this job is the people there seems to be so many good looking guys
Thou lately I haven't been able to do much digital work, Or watch any of my paranormal shows which I hate missing.
Thou lately I haven't been able to do much digital work, Or watch any of my paranormal shows which I hate missing.
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Not doing so good
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I've had some pretty bad black outs in the past but today it was really bad. Okay here's what happened I was going to feed my cat Gremlin when I called him and turned the light on was about the same moment that I version shut off for a bit, When I came to my body was tingling and I couldn't move for a minute or so. Luckily I didn't really get hurt when fell down.
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